The Poets Hideway

 One word again. But this time with two? Odd, but I rolled with it. ~~~~ Tired Words Your words fall flat.  Your hand falls from me.  Your love has died to me. And it all feels like. And it all feels like. Tired words. The words that are now said. Tired words. They all fall flat. Tired words. Never will they be brought to life. And the dance of heartbreak plays. It's song comes and falls upon us. Never coming back. It's all fallin' apart. This love has died. This love has died. And tired words. Is all we have now. Tired words. They fall flat. Out of breath. Tired words. Never will they be brought back to life. They've fallen asleep now. The blindly darkness consumes us. The heartbreak dance plays. The song comes on. Sadness plays. As we are reminded of the better times that we had together. Tried words. Out of breath.  Out of life.  Out of time. Out of... Out of... No more. Tired words.

 Yes, XTC's Dear God was the inspiration for this one. A very good song. Perhaps this will come off as me believing in God. Honestly I'm not sure if I do. I'm just writing it 'cause I want to. And that should be enough reason to write this one. ~~~~~ Dear God Dear God, I know you're human like me. I apologize for the disturbance.  But I gotta tell ya something. I'm filled with so many things to say. Dear God. I know that I'm a sinner.  I want to repent for them.  I know I've made my mistakes. And I'm full of regret.  Dear God. I look to the heavens.  I wounder where my life is going.  You take your path and I take mine's. And if you have a plan for everyone. Then explain, please to me.  Then explain, please to me. Then explain, please to me. Then explain, please to me. Dear God. Please explain to me. Dear God. You know life ain't easy. And your plan that you have will be told with time.  You speak your piece in the silence of the heavens. So ...

 Sadness. An emotion us writers write about. Obviously. When there is doubt. In the heart of man. I believe sadness can be found. Obviously this depends tho. I've it before, writers being Beauty to dark things. It's a talent in It's own right. That is another time for that. A sad song indeed. There will be another part, but more uplifting? Perhaps uplifting is the word. ~~~~ Love Ain't an Easy Game (Part 1) The hungry ghost blindly consumes me whole. My hands in the air as a surrendered it all.  All the mistakes I made. All the times I've fallin'. The pain never goes away. The pain never goes away. I've lost you, in this game that we play. I've fallin' down to my knees. Praying for a miracle.  But perhaps it's all to late. Love ain't no easy game.  As I've learned from all of this. My heart shattered into millions of pieces. Love ain't no easy game. Love ain't no easy game. The hungry ghost blindly consumes me whole. My hands in t...

 This was written during an awful time of my life. Just awful. The song is heavy. Sad. Depressing. Not a fun read. But I did get over it, and I'm a better now. I learned a lot from that era of my life. ~~~ Real Reflection I walk the streets alone, falling for it seems all the time. I have made too many mistakes. I have broken too many hearts. I have made too many mistakes. I have broken too many hearts. It seems the only thing I can do, I can do. Is shut up. Is shut up. People's hearts I I have broken. Will still be on my mind. I have nothing, or so it feels. The tears won't stop forming, the sand fallin' through my hands. I had good intentions, but the road to hell it's filled with them. Hell came, and sollowed everything in it's path, even me. So now it feels like, there's nothing that can be done. There's nothing that can be done. There's nothing that can be done. So, I drown myself, with music of the past. To heal, but I know, it won't work. ...

 I hope for the one I write this to, finds the courage to speak. To find a voice. For to suffer alone...is a bad fate. To live with regret...alone. also a bad fate. For this no wrong with flowing tears. For it a normal thing. I know the person I'm writing to...is suffering. Perhaps suffering alone.  ~~~~ Regret and Suffering You start to feel like a brittle rose. You don't know how to feel.  All you feel is the void in your heart. You suffered a fate worse then death, it feels. You walk the dark streets alone. No one to lend a hand that you need. You take time to find yourself, but there's nothing at all. You need to find the light, but you can't find it. There's nothing wrong with flowing tears. There's nothing wrong with showing weaknesses. There's nothing wrong with feelings.  There's nothing wrong to with wanting a helping hand. But there is. Something wrong with suffering alone. There is something wrong with regretting alone. There's something w...

 Y'all know thw drill. Discord, one word. Into song. ~~~~~ Painful Times I walk a lonely street in painful times. I met the a devilish sin of life. No going back from once I came from.  I met my fate awaiting for me to ride. And all comes crashing down.  And all comes crashing down. And all comes crashing down.  These painful times. These painful times. These painful times. They aren't doing me any favors.  I met the devil on his door step of sins.  I lie wait for my judgment. That will come knocking me down. And all comes crashing down. And all comes crashing down. And all comes crashing down. These painful times These painful times. These painful times. They do me no good. I'm just trying to stay a float.  Above the water. I'm just trying to swim the impossiblly high currents. Oh these painful times. Oh these painful times. Oh these painful times. Change. It's not realistic anymore. Despair is all I know now.  And I'm just hanging by a thread. L...

 Life. It's truly something. In my previous post. I mentioned a person that I'm gonna write about. The story, well, I can't say all of it. But things happened that felt surreal. Very surreal. ~~~~ Accepted Fate (Unexpected) Take a look at life's wonders. It's imperfections. Life. It has it's unexpected turns. And the next thing you know. The man has accepted his fate. A man has accepted his fate. His lover in shock. His lover in shock. She doesn't know how to feel. She feels conflicted.  Will she accepted her fate? Life. Has it's unexpected turns.  And the next thing you know. She's accepted her fate. She's accepted her fate. Her lover is in shock.  Her lover is in shock. Take a step back. Take a look at this life. And you'll see, so many things. Things, you'll never see. And the next thing you know. A man has accepted his fate. He's accepted his fate. His lover in shock. His lover in shock. She's going through a change in her lif...

 Once again. Discord come with inspiration. And once again about love. From a person...I will write about later. Things have definitely be happening in my life. ~~~~~ Love. I find myself, alone with you. I find myself, in enchanted by you.  I find myself, in awe of your beauty. I find myself. I find myself. I find myself.  In love with you.  In love with you. In love with you. No matter how far you are. No matter what the words I say.  No matter how bad I am. No matter what. You will be.  You will be. You will be. In my heart. In my heart. Always in my heart. Always in heart. I find myself, alone with you. I find myself, in enchanted by you.  I find myself, in awe of your beauty. I find myself. I find myself. I find myself.  In love with you.  In love with you. In love with you. Let my heart. Let my heart. Connect with yours. Connect with yours. Don't you. Don't you. Run away from me. I need you. I need to love you.  No matter how far yo...

 The ability to write. It's a talent that allows me and other writers to bring these dark topics, even sad ones, and bring beauty to it. Many songs do that. This songs goes out to friend. I felt very emotional writing this as well. ~~~~~ Letting Go People come and go. The life we live, is the path we forge through. We will be missed. By the lives we have touched. With internal sadness and broken hearts. We make do. Sometimes we want people to come back into our lives, 'cause letting go can be hardest thing to do. Sometimes we don't want the moment to stop, let it go on, but letting go, but letting go. Can be the hardest thing to do. The friends we make along the way. May never be seen again. We got to be grateful for we have. Our weak hearts, can communicate what we want, at times. We look around us. Take a look at life. Sometimes we just want to hold on to the ride, but we know letting go is can be the hardest thing. Sometimes we fall and stay that way. Knowing we need to ...

 Once again. A song about love. Despite never being in a relationship, songs about love are easy to write about for me. Which is certainly odd. ~~~~ If Loving You Was So Easy You took my heart. You took my hand.  Through the hardest of times. We had are fights, we had are bonds. We had are ups and downs. And all I have to say. If loving you was so easy, then you wouldn't be with me.  If loving was so easy, then all these fights would mean nothing. If loving you was so easy, would you be in arms right now? If loving was so easy, then all those paths we took together. Would be all for not. We walk with our hands together. I wouldn't want that to leave me. And if you did leave me. There always be something to remind me of you.  The hole in my heart. I could never forgive myself. So all I have to say. If loving you was so easy, then you wouldn't be with me.  If loving was so easy, then all these frights would mean nothing. If loving you was so easy, would you be in ...

 Interpretation can come from the most unlikely of places. One simple conversation, and the next a song comes into my mind. Truly something. Also, it's probably gonna be random when i post stuff, but here's the next one. ~~~~~ Tired and Cold I was tired, I was cold. Abused by a drunkin' man. Yearning for escape. But out here, in the middle of nowhere.  It all but seems like a dream.  I wanted a hero. To take me out of this misery. Then you came walking in. I felt hope's sun shining down upon me. I felt the gray skies go way. No more rainy. I felt like I was walking in clouds, with a hero in hand. I felt the true meaning of this life, once again.  Walked alone for to much time. I wanted nothing but love. All these miles that I walked, seems so pointless. My heart and soul, filled inescapable darkness  Needed to cope in harmful ways.  Blindly consumed, by all the hell in the world.  Then you came walking in. I felt hope's sun shining down upon me. I felt...