Regret and Suffering

 I hope for the one I write this to, finds the courage to speak. To find a voice. For to suffer alone...is a bad fate. To live with regret...alone. also a bad fate. For this no wrong with flowing tears. For it a normal thing. I know the person I'm writing to...is suffering. Perhaps suffering alone. 

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Regret and Suffering

You start to feel like a brittle rose.

You don't know how to feel. 

All you feel is the void in your heart.

You suffered a fate worse then death, it feels.

You walk the dark streets alone.

No one to lend a hand that you need.

You take time to find yourself, but there's nothing at all.

You need to find the light, but you can't find it.

There's nothing wrong with flowing tears.

There's nothing wrong with showing weaknesses.

There's nothing wrong with feelings. 

There's nothing wrong to with wanting a helping hand.

But there is.

Something wrong with suffering alone.

There is something wrong with regretting alone.

There's something wrong, to not get a hand to help you.

There's nothing wrong with trying to vent it all out. 

Your heart starts to fill with loneliness.

Your heart starts to have a hole.

You never wanted this.

You never wanted this.

The darkness takes over. 

Blindly consumed by the ghost of regret.

Blindly consumed by the ghost of suffering.

The pain grows. The truth hurts.

You cry internally, to not show the pain.

You suffer internally, to not show the pain.

You don't want to show the pain.

You don't want to show the pain.

But you know.

But you know.

You want to cry. 

You want to feel.

You want a hand to be lended.

You start to feel like a brittle rose.

You don't know how to feel. 

All you feel is the void in your heart.

You suffered a fate worse then death, it feels.

There's nothing wrong with flowing tears.

There's nothing wrong with showing weaknesses.

There's nothing wrong with feelings. 

There's nothing wrong to with wanting a helping hand.

Regret. Suffering. Alone.

Regret. Suffering. Alone.

Regret. Suffering. Alone.

Regret. Suffering. Alone.

Try to find your voice!

There's always someone that can help you through the thick and thin!

Through the think and thin!

Through the thick and thin!