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Hollow Nights

 Yes, the titled is inspired by the hit game Hollow Knight. And that's where the title came and hit me. And let's get to it. ~~~~ Hollow Nights It feels so broken. Fell into pieces. I lost my trust of you. The delicate balance lost. And I pray for you. Oh, why did it have to go so wrong. Oh, why did it have to feel o so hollow. I just wanted a chance with you. Now God has see through. With the eyes that he has. The hollow night.  Is this how it feels. Like walking through broken glass. With no sight to see. The darkness blinds me. I'm stepping in hot coal. Just to find the truth. My memories of you. Crumbles right before me. And the night feels so hollow. My hear broken in two. And as that one band said, "If God has a master plan. That he only understands. I hope it's your eyes he's seeing through." I hope it will take you back to me. Wishful thinking. Is all that I have. These hollow nights. Feel so painful. Feel so broken. My heart breaks into two. So mu...

The Struggle

 Inspired by a conversation I had on Discord. Let's get right to it. ~~~~~ The Struggle I was lost  I was cold. Couldn't take a dime. Needed to hide. From the struggle on the inside. Thought it was an easy game to play. I saw the door calling my name. The door of the lord. Coming to take my worries away. Never felt this before. The struggle of believing. Come and find me. And I'll find you. God, the o mighty creator. I have a struggle within. It's hard to believe.  To believe in you. God, the o mighty creator. I have a struggle within. Can I really open the door. See a new light coming onto the floor.  Help me decide. I never knew the feeling of calling. The lord comes to view. With a door. Nothing else to be said. Do I take the hand of the o mighy creator? The first step into enlightenment. It feels cold out here.  Struggling with God.  It ain't no easy thing. I was tried of it all.t The first step to it all. Just open the door. That's all I have to do. Co...

Lovesick

 Simple love song. Nothing to it. Let's get right to it. ~~~~~~ Lovesick Come back. Come back. Come back. Come back. Come back to me. You left me with nothing but tears. Your tenderness...was a magical sight. It felt like we had the world. It felt like we had it all. Then you went away.  A fool hearted memory that I had. I thought you'll come back. And you never did. And I've been feeling. Lovesick. Lovesick. I want your tenderness back. I've been feeling. Lovesick. Lovesick. My mind is always on you. My mind is always on you. Feeling lovesick. Lovesick. Feeling lovesick. Lovesick. I can't move on.  You were the one. You were all that I needed. And all the wholesome tenderness. Is still with me. I day dream of you. But I know it ain't the same. But I know it ain't the same. My heart can't move on from you. I need you now more than ever. Come back to me! Come back to me! Come back to me! But I know.  But I know. That's not how it works. And you've...

Seeds of Greed

 My thoughts on money. I understand that it's a necessity, but I think we put to much value on it. What is money but a side effect of hard work and success, fame even. This is a song more about selflessness. That's it. ~~~~ Seeds of Greed Take it away. I don't want any of that. I don't want the seeds of greed. It's all materialistic to me. So take it away from me. I don't care for the green. I'll be free in poverty. I don't care for the green. It's just the seeds of greed. It's all materialistic to me. I'll be free in poverty. They tell me that I'm a fool. But the wisdom I wish for. For it will be forever true. Take it for yourself.  You need it more then I. Give to someone in need. I'll be free in poverty. I don't care for the green. I'll be free in poverty. It's just the seeds of greed. It's all materialistic to me. I'll be free I poverty. "What a fool," they all say. "You know that you need it....

Yearning for Another Ride

 Let's get straight to it. ~~~~ Yearning for Another Ride You left me in the dark. Left me with nothing but sadness. I hole is formed. A void is seen. And I want to feel that way again. I'm yearning for another ride. It was oh so fun. It was oh so different. It was the clouds in the sky. I'm yearning for another ride. All that we've been through. And you choose to ignore me. The one that showed you a different world. How can I abandon you? How can you abandon me? How can I abandon you? It was a good ride. It was a joyous ride. And I'm at the edge of the world. With you. Never want it to fall apart. Never wanted to go way. But things have to come and go. And I'm in tears. I'm yearning for another ride. It was oh so fun. It was oh so different. It was the clouds in the sky. I'm yearning for another ride. With you. With you. Take me away.  Tell me goodbye. And let me weep. The cold water is all I feel. The sound of rain isn't quite comforting As before....