She Wants Happiness

 This one was honestly based off my mom, who has struggled a lot. She needs the love for sure.

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She Wants Happiness


She aches in pain. Not knowing a cure for it. Which pains her more. She's worries and stresses about her children, and over little things. She gets anxious, at the most littlest of things that matter to her.


The doctors don't have a cure. They don't have a clue of what they're doing. She's a tough woman, but she's losing her strength to fight the pain.


She wants happiness, but can't get it. She wants to feel normal, and live a normal life, but can't get it. She wants to feel the sun, but can't. This her life, and It's sad.


Sh takes drugs to survive, and that pains me and my family. Where's a cure when you need one? No where to be found, apparently. Now, I have a big misturst of doctors. It's all guess work and a white coat.


There's obviously something wrong, but why can't they figure it out? She feels stuck on the floor, going nowhere suffering in the pain.


She wants to feel happiness, but can't get it. She wants to take care of her kids, but it's such a burden at times. To live a normal life, is all she wants. To make a the pain stop, but ain't happening any time soon. 


She wants to feel the sun, but can't. She wants to feel what a normal life is, but can't. She wants to feel happiness, but can't. This her life, and it pains me and my family. 


And with a unfindable cure to the pain, this her life. Never finding happiness, this is how it is. And pains me and my family.


Can she even find happiness?

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