The Hardest Thing To Say

 Sometimes, maybe a lot more often, I forgot what I've written. Like this one right here, but I love the results.

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The Hardest Thing to Say


I'm only human, flawed inside and out. I'm only human, I make mistakes, and learn from them. I'm only human, I lie to protect myself and not worry people, and in some ways to survive. Even though it's the wrong thing to do.


The truth might be the hardest thing to say.

The truth might be the hardest thing to say.


I've seen what real pain is like. I've seen what is like to someone close to death. I won't go into detail. My heart...has seen a lot, but it more healed now.


I want love.

I want tenderness.

I want love. 

I want tenderness.


To fix this healing broken heart. All I have is music of the past to understand my loneliness and pain.


The truth might be the hardest thing to say.

The truth might be the hardest thing to say.


I want my soul to free from hell. Here am I spilling all of this. Might not be the best thing to do. Yet, here am I doing it.


I'm only human, filled with flaws, inside and out. I'm only human, I make mistakes, and learn from them. 


I have my insecurities and anxieties, "Do they like or hate me?" What if I do something wrong? Will they still like me?" "Why do I fear all of this, even tho I know the answers?" My past ain't the prettiest.


I'm only human, filled with flaws, inside and out. I'm only human, I make mistakes, and learn from them. On that, when you ask if I was hurt. I lied. I didnt want to go the path of worry, and I should of told back then. I apologize for that, greatly.


'Cause the truth can sometimes be the hardest thing to say.


'Cause the truth can sometimes be hardest thing to say. 


Yet, why do I feel....like you knew all along. Could it be your female intuition? Or was it that obvious? 'Cause I I'm a foolish man, with a fool hearted memory, and human at my core.


Yet, my ills....can they even be be forgiven? 

I just don't want disaster to happen.

I just don't want disaster to happen.

(But it could happen).

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