Heavy Heart and Burden

 In a Discord VC. Someone tells story a told. A heavy heart. A heavy burden is bared. And the story will be told here.

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Heavy Heart and Burden


I hold a heavy heart.

I hold a heavy burden.

I hold a sinful past.

I hold a painful past.


The pain that I feel.

Kept inside.

The anger that I feel.

Kept inside.


I never been this open.

Never been this vulnerable.

Wanted to hide it from the world.

But it all has to come out at some point.


The monsters that pulges me.

Pulges my heart.

Pulges my soul.

Pulges me all inside of me.


Cancer and death. 

Bullying and fights.

Fills my heart.

With unbearable burden.


And I'm dreaming of freedom.

And I'm dreaming of freedom.

And one, "Are you okay?"

And I'm crying waterfalls.


And I'm going and I'm going.

And I'm running and running.

I don't want to feel this pain.

I don't want to feel this pain anymore.


Anymore.

Anymore.

Anymore.


God help me.

God help me.

God help me.

God help me.


These emotions run deep into the night.

Deep into the night.

Deep into the night. 

These emotions run deep into the night.


The pain feels my soul. 

Blindly consumes me.

Blindly consumes my soul.

The hungry ghost is back at it again.


Let this feeling go away. 

Let this feeling go away.

Let this feeling go away.

Let this feeling go away. 


I'll do anything.

Anything.

Anything.

At all. While these tears flow.

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