I Used to Think

 I'm just gonna get straight to the writing. 

~~~

I Used to Think


Our days together, 

Just fall apart at the seems.

I wanted to be with you. 

I wanted to be in heaven with you. 

To be above the clouds, oh so high. 


The ghost of suffering 

Takes it's claws, 

And takes me away. 

Away from you. 

I feel it pulling me down. 

Into the void. 


I used to think.

It was an easy ride.

I used to think.

Everything will be fine.

I used to think. 

I used to think.

It will be alright. 

But it wasn't alright.


I take the hands of depression.

I take the hands of dispare.

I take the hands of surffering.

I take the hands of darkness.

I take the hands of the void.

I take the hands of that ghost hands me.


I'm blindly consumed.

I'm blindly consumed.

By the darkness.

By the void. 


I can't see anything.

I can't see anything at all.

I'm blinded by heavy foggy darkness.

I blindly walk through.

Never knowing where I'm going.


I used to think. 

It was an easy ride.

I used to think.

Everything will be fine.

I used to think.

I used to think. 

It will be alright.

But it wasn't alright.


I'm just not an open man.

I'm just not an open man.

I'm just not an open man.

I'm just not an open man.


I want all my secrets to myself.

To myself.

To myself.

To myself.


I get blindly consumed.

Consumed by a sea of.

Of problems that I created.

I get blindly consumed.

Consumed by the sea of.

Of darkness and void. 


My life turns dark pitch black.

I've hurted a lover.

I've hurted a lover.

And I didn't even know. 

Didn't even know. 


My heart feels with pain.

Invisible pain.

Invisible pain.

Just leave me alone. 

Just leave me alone.


But I know. 

But I know.

Deep down. 

Deep down.

That won't help.

That won't help.


I take the hands of depression.

I take the hands of dispare.

I take the hand of suffering.

I take the hands of darkness.

I take the hands of the void.

I take the hands that the ghost hands me.


I walked down. 

A path of destruction.

And I didn't even know.

And I didn't even know. 


I used to think.

It was an easy ride.

I used to think.

Everything will be alright.

I used to think.

I used to think.

It will be alright.

But it wasn't alright.


Underneath my skin. 

The ghost crawls in me.

And if feels like I'm haunted. 

Haunted. 

Haunted.

Haunted by the past.


I have nowhere to go.

I want to run away from it all.

From it all.

From it all.

From it all.


And I know.

And I know.

And I know.

And I know.


It's not the way.

It's not the way.

Forward.

Forward.


I hide myself away.

Away from the world.

Away from the world.

My hurting hands. 

My hurting hands. 


They bleed the blood. 

The blood on my hands. 

On my hands.

On my hands.


I can never.

Oh I can never.

Never.

Go back again.

Again.


I'm left alone. 

I'm left alone.

No one to help me.

No one to help me.

Help me.

Help me. 

HELP ME!!!

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