Ghost of Me

 Let's get straight into it.

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Ghost of Me


It was a midnight summer's day

All tied up in chains

And I learned

There's no room for the sane

When the insane trys to be sane


A hard lesson to learn

When the pressure is all on you

You think you've found a rose

But it's just a bush of thorns 


And I'm just trying to find the answers to life

Like everyone else

Trying to chill

But find myself lost

In a forest with no exit


All you saw

And all you saw

Is the ghost of me

You didn't see the whole of the moon

And all you could see 

Is the ghost of me


Just how it goes

When the wound cuts deep

My heart apart breaking again

I fall into pieces onto the floor


And you don't give a damn

Look at me like a play thing

Looking at me like your boy toy

Oh, I wish it could all end


As I lose my will to others

To have security 

A life of depressions

As I follow that voice

The voice of a wicked 

Seductive temptress


And this is how it all falls apart

Mental drained and physically exhausted 

One step and I trip

Getting lost and stress in the void


And I just my freedom again

I just my words to mean something again

I just want and want and want and want and want

Like anyone else


Slowly turning into someone I'm not

The thing I fear the most

Putting on a mask and a fake smile 

This isn't me

This isn't me


This is just the ghost of me

This is just the ghost of me

I've been ripped apart at the core

Internal rebellion raging in my heart


Left me in the rain

And now I sick and tried

Can't make sense of anything 

Trying to find the floor and the roof

And all I see is endless nothingness 


The passion is dying 

The flame is losing it's candle

Melting slowly away for nearly a year

I lost myself 

I lost myself 


And all I am

Is the ghost of me

And all I am

Is the ghost of me

The ghost of me


This isn't who I am

This isn't who I want to be

Forced to play by society's rules

Born to with a different mind

I can't stand all of this 

I can't stand all of this


I'm just the ghost of me

I'm just the ghost of me

I'm just the ghost of me

Just the ghost of me



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